有關。他的兩三事

I didn't know why I type this subject, 

Maybe that's because I just saw something in mind in Taipei main station today. 

These three days I have changed my transportation to the company. 

Owing to the rain, I took MRT instead. 

I Left my autobike at home. 

It seems that it was a fantastic thought to change the habit in my daily routine. 

Sometimes when you're away from the crowd for a long period time, 

You'll miss the courage to face people again. 

Take me as an example, I just want me to familiar with that kind of feeling again. 

In these three months, I always had bad mood when I off work. 

What was the reason that could upset me? 

I had no idea. 

Maybe the most part of the reason was emotions. 

Or maybe I have just lost the focus to my lifelong ambition. 

When I was a freshman in college, I just knew the life style that I want. 

But passing through these years, at this time of moment, I had lose the loyalty to myself. 

It's a pity that I have got this kind of thought. 

But the cruel truth taught me a lot. 

I started to change myself to fit this kind of hypocritical society. 

I also had a lot of masks when I was finally get out of the campus. 

Did I innocent? 

The answer was obviously. 

It seems that I had already been lose my pure soul in heart. 

What should I do in the coming future days? 

I really had no answer in mind. 

Should I do everything ok or everything would be ko me? 

I was afraid that I need to pray for the answer to GOD this time. 

The rain was still going on, 

Could u please stopped for a little while? 

I NEED a silence in heart right away. 

Well, 

Maybe it was the time for me to bed. 

What a god damn weather it was. 

I hope I could have another good mood when I wake up tomorrow morning. 

by hakido written in English before hitting the bed 06.06.09